John Krasinski

It took me sometime to realise that I am in love with this guy. I know there’s nothing I can do about it because I’m married and he’s married (to damn hot Emily Blunt!) and who am I kidding, not even a chance of seeing him in person at all. I thought he’s just a really good actor, being funny and sweet and adorable etc. For many years, I was in denial.  He’s got this goofy face that I can’t help but fall in love with. He’s like this cute little hamster who stocks food in both sides of his mouth but still  adorable and lovable to look at. I mean how could he be so ripped now and still has his cute double chin?! That dimple on his chin, though OMG ! ❤  A friend said “you can’t fall in love with a guy twice your age!” Are you kidding? For real he’s just 2 years older than me! Also, he’s talented and funny and everything a lady’s ovaries could ask for. OMG what is this feeling I feel like ripping a ceiling! I’d be reduced to a giggling mess in the presence of John Krasinski. I’ve been watching interviews, movies, and The Office clips of him over and over and I just ugh. I will never ever get tired of looking at his face even when he’s already a hundred years old. I love you John Krasinski for all that you are (even if I don’t really know you). This whole blog post is not making any sense, just talking about him derails my train of thought. I’m Crazynski in love with you, John! I hope you read this and acknowledge that you know. No need to reciprocate. lol

*Le Sigh.*


Fuck Society!


I’m OK with it being awkward between us.

Oh, I don’t know. Is it that we collectively thought Steve Jobs was a great man, when when we knew he made billions off the backs of children? Or maybe it’s that it feels like all our heroes are counterfeit. the world itself’s just a big hoax. Spamming with our running commentary of bullshit masquerading as insight, our social media faking as intimacy. Or is it that we voted for this? Not with our rigged elections, but with our things, our property, our money. I’m not saying anything new. We all know why we do this, not because Hunger Games books make us happy but because we wanna be sedated. Because it’s painful not to pretend, because we’re cowards. Fuck society. ~ Elliot Alderson, Mr. Robot (Rami Malek, Congrats!)

and all the things that you can’t stand

Like calculus and all the things that you can't bear


Please don’t ask me what am I thinking. It’s not about you.♪ lol

There are 31 numbers in the calendar

I’m holding the 30th spot… in years! Oh well, I was wishing my waistline will match my age but my 3000- calorie diet didn’t work. Mind you, I was a 29- inch waistline record holder 2 years ago! YAY. It shrunk three months after I gave birth, though.  :/ Yes, that’s right. I have a little human– a womb escapee who exited down from my vagina. She’s cute and all and a bit snotty.  So yeah, I’m 30. Not a big deal. I guess what I have to deal big  is– myself and my other  incessant “selves”. If you know what I mean. No? Me neither. You know, I have a bucket list. I don’t think I’ll ever cross out the first one. It says  Be A Millionaire before I turn 30. I was so close to it I swear. Almost there. But almost doesn’t count.  Maybe changing it to Be A Millionaire before I turn 31 won’t hurt.  I hope going to Machu Picchu won’t be that hard because that’s second on my list.

Also, I have to always remind myself to make room for what is GOOD and RIGHT. The hardest thing and the right thing are the same, they say. I’ve been a bad bad girl. Really bad. God knows how bad I was/am. But for all the things I’ve done, I guess I did something right to have the love and things I need. IDK. Whatever, universe!  I’m not good with words and my vocabulary is not extensive, my grasp of grammar is not phenomenal and I don’t have a superlative command of syntax.  Taahtah! xoxo

want you but

My sense of smell can beat your sense of humor

I judge people on how they smell, not how they look. -J Lo


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